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of course, BLAME IT ON ME.
am I not surprised?
fuck this family.
i hate you. i hate you and everything in this place.
As I recall, I was doing my OSAP form WAY before the deadline
but I had to stall for someone and do it together.
that person delayed it to last minute and i get a stupid notification after the deadline.
so all the hardwork i gone through, i'm left with no scholarship.
and it's MY fault.
I'm not going to justify or yell back. it's just giving them the whole idea that "whatever they say is right"

I want a job but no, they have to be so damn picky and saying no to every job offered.
what the hell is a "good" job?
I'm lucky enough to even be hired. I'm doing this to earn money and even if it isn't a lot, it's something.
PLus, I'm gaining experience, ever thought of that?

even though it's not that hot and it's raining a lot, i'm liking summer :)
Course enrollment day and i'm all done!

Plans:
july 28 - the ugly truth
july 31 - harry potter (maybe?)
july 31 - august ... - relatives!
august 6 - rotman commerce orientation
august 7 - doctor appointment

These next 3 weeks are going to be so stressful:
April 19 - I'm going out
April 25-26 - Wedding party & reception
first week of may - AP English and AP Math exam

Work-to-do:
- death of the salesman questions
- presentation
- catch up on 3 chapters of math
- study for english exam
- study for math exam
- study and do data homework

and I have to finish that tonight. FML

I have the greatest friends. :)
Today was the best way of turning 18.
Thank you, Steph (squared), Fred, Chris, Joselle, Grace, Stacey, Carl, Eric, Siobhan.
I LOVE YOU GUYS :)
You made my birthday so great.
My locker got wrapped and filled it with balloons, forcing me to migrate to Fred's lockers.
I'm keeping the birthday notes. :)
Thank you Chris for the cookies, they tasted yummy.

and THANK YOU guys for making tricking me in music.
I didn't know you'd surprise me with the cake. Actually, I didn't think you'd surprise me at that time, I thought you'd wait until class is over. I actually thought Champion wanted to know what he should do for Valentine's day with his wife. So, you guys fooled me.
&& I was going to tear up because I was so happy. (yes, very sweet)

I can't stress on how happy I am about today and how thankful I am to have you guys as friends.
I love you, guys <3

is thinking it over.